My 21st :)

My 21st

Thanks to all my beloved friends and family for everything they have done for my birthday :) I really appreciate , more things to update about my birthday . I will update everything in once when i am done with my celebration with another bunch of friends.The only 21st ! So better had fun till the max .

Tonight gonna had my dinner with my beloved friends , Chermaine Teh , Chrystian Teh , David Chua , Zen and Jonathan Yam . Once again , we already plan , gonna had our dinner at Giza ! The plan is supposed to watch movie for the afternoon , somehow someone spoilt the plan.My day just gone like this. Is okay , i can had some better time for movie next time ! Spoilt my mood and day . Pick a better date & time before you promise ! But not on my bloody birthday ! Cause you can't even do it !

Don't promise whenever you can't do ! Oh well i don't really trust people promises if they don't prove to me. So no point , trust myself better than trust the others . I damn freaking pissed now ! I got right to angry , i got right to ask for what i want ! I don't deserved all this shit ! IF YOU NOT USING YOUR BLOODY HEART TO TREAT A PERSON , THAN DON'T EVER WASTE PEOPLE TIME !

Wohooo ! I'm screaming all this shit out !

Anyway i still had my night with my beloved chermaine teh :)

XOXO

Love

Movie Concept hotel at Taiwan

The only film scene and the theme motel, 42 kinds of movie theme suites, complete a mood of a room.Each suite is only one theme, so every time you come to Cannes, totally different experience.Each suite is only one theme,Every time you come to completely different experience.No wonder mainlanders are crazy with it .

You can get more information about this Movie Concept hotel at Taiwan .

Address: Taiwan,Chung Ho City, Taipei County built eight-way on the 3rd
Tel:02-8221- 7070

Fax: 02-3234-6677
Website: http://www.motelking.com.tw/
E-mail: service@motelking.com.tw

The following is a movie scene and the theme , i think you gonna fall for all this scene and theme of the hotel . Cause i do like the concept they have.

Qianlong Dynasty

Farewell My Concubine

Underwater observatory

Cleopatra

American Beauty

Havana Nights

Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon

The King and I

Flashdance

Myth

Gladiator

Fire Lover

Dragon Inn

Realm of the Senses

Distracted

Gone with the Wind

Infernal Affairs

Titanic

Blue

After seeing all this pretty cool and nice hotel , do you feel like going taiwan visit this hotel or staying in there enjoy the Movie concept they had .I never been to Taiwan @Taipei before ,maybe there's a chance i can visit this someday :) The most expansive room is 12,800TWD (RM1297), see what room you choose and how many days you stay .The cheapest also 200TWD (RM30) that what i know from the price list of them. I not sure weather the price is really that cheap .

But is worth to go Taiwan for a trip ,cause there is really nice and fun .My cousin sister just came back from Taiwan , she say is really awesome and fun , shopping for her is always the best there !

More updates coming up

xoxo

You just lost the chance you never had !

Please don't blame yourself for any of the stupid shit that I choose to do. None of this is your fault. I'm the one who makes these bad decisions so I'm the one who pays the consequences.Cause you would never know what your mistake is , and you would never stand up for yourself by doing something that is right. Hiding & keep running away from all the problems , keep quiet . That's really disappoint me ! This world got no such things that as perfect as you think and as you want. We are not dumb ass and not total some stupid idiot out there. There's more fish to catch out there , that really right ! So don't mess with me , or play with my feelings and my limit is almost till the point i had now. Better wake yourself up now , and think !

What i did say , i would never regret ! Cause i am the one who not supposed to regret , cause i do nothing wrong with all this shit !

The people who really care won't hurt you, but if they do, you'll see it in their eyes, for they'll be hurting too. Don't hate you , but there's no forgiveness .

Maybe some people just aren't meant to stay in our lives forever, maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they are there. You want your passing by to me is a lesson ? That not a problem for me , we always learn , when we got problems . Smart people smart women smart guy ,would always know how to settle things and face their problems !

Feel pissed ? Feel angry ? Am i right with all this ? Who's the one who not matured enough? who's the one who always think that i am so childish ? I'm trying to make you understand what kind of situation what kind of way you can settle . You know i hate that badly , till i really hates you that much ! How you want a person to fall for you deeply and trust you ? You want me stand in your shoes to think for you , stand to my shoes think for me than ! I am ten times , better than you , my thinking is ten times better than you ! There's something gonna change my love towards you , you have to know that . There's no such things call wait , cause if i am stupid enough maybe i will wait till i am old , if i am damn smart , maybe you not here anymore .

Totally agree that what you said , i am wrong , but i will STILL back up myself till i am right . What make me totally change ? I don't even need anyone to change me in my life for now , admit it when i did something that i am wrong ! RIGHT ! Don't tell me that you are not selfish at all ? FOR ME , I AM ! I really selfish .YOU ARE THE ONE WHO REALLY NEED TO UNDERSTAND , GET PROBLEM SOLVE IT AS SOON AS POSSIBLE .NOT TO KEEP QUIET , DON'T MAKE ME REPEAT THIS ONCE AGAIN , I GONNA BE DAMN PISSED Once i repeat it .

You got your limit , i do have mine as well.

i do have my heartbreaks time , i do have feelings , i do need people to stand in my shoes and my side to think for me . Once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. None of the pieces fit together. And even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. Do you really want me to continue with this situation that we could't even fit together at all ?

I feel frustrated because I can't tell if it's real that what i think , Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it RIGHT ! Sad because I need you day and night and you would not know and would not appear ! Angry because you won't take my words ! Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't really make things clear and right . We just continue with the life like this ! I am trying to hold on what we had ,hope you will make an effort from now !

This is long enough , and guess that what i'm thinking right now . Understand , or put more effort on it , otherwise , you gonna regret what you have done is all wrong !

Sometimes you have to learn how to open your mouth for more than just giving head.

I've learned

It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

We talk like we know what's going on. But we don't. We don't know anything. We're young and we're gonna screw-up a lot. We're gona keep changing our minds and even sometimes our hearts. And through all that, the only thing we can truly offer eachother is... forgiveness.I never regret anything that has happened to me in my life , wether it is making a bad choice ,deciding to do something i should have done , because all of these things have given me the knowledge i have today and helped make me who i am today , and that is the one thing i won't ever regret.

More people would learn from their mistakes if they weren't too busy denying them.

Problems is all over the world , how you gonna face it , how you gonna settle it?